waiting to understand

"Awwww, look at that poor old man, he is limping, he must have a hurt leg." and from the back seat a little voice says simply "Jesus, you heal him and fix his leg..." and then with so much sincere joy "Thank you Jesus!" the tears well up in my eyes with the wonder and the awe of this almost 4 year old with a little heart so connected so understanding already! lovely, just lovely.... ~C

The in between space where I sit and I wait where I pray and I hope where I see what I know and do not focus on what is seen my eyes they deceive me the lies they retrieve the flesh from the dead they dance and they prance the object to distract me from God's promises and hope His blessings His best for me so whisper all day and I will tune you out nag and betray but I will find you out integrity is for you haven't you figured that out? when you lie down your head your heart wants to shout wants to purge all the things that don't jive with the King so your torn inside out left to doubt where you stand who you are and especially what you are about so choose wisely tread softly through this earth it is not what it seems more like fairies and strings things heavenly not seen and the other, that tangles everything builds upon everything else so a small choice can block something amazing take your blinders off open your horizons see all you were meant to and look past the distra...