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These things I don't want to do

I do not want to say or do anything that confirms the lies you believe about you I do not want to think or feel the wanting for the thing that does not lead me back to you I don't want to keep making choices that prove to you I don't really love you I do not want to do the thing that I do not want to do.... So it is when I find myself walking in that direction that I pause that I wait willing myself to remember the goal the dream 40,000 key locks on one gate... that I put there myself to stop me from going in from going there again and sabotaging the life God destined for me, And then I turn and I run the other way away from what takes away away from the thing I always perceived as giving to me the getting...never a gain never worth the loss, the cost.... never worth losing us for never worth losing me for. ~C