waiting to understand

 PHOTOGRAPHY cozy beds with soft sheets and down pillows and down comforters extra ice in my drinks the Sky  Any kind of water ART Loved Ones Antique Shopping, THE HUNT FOR TREASURE!!! Encouraging others to keep the Faith Hope and Love Beach combing Interior Design Really connecting with someone that has common interests or common understanding

 Still trying to make peace with you through my dreams still showing you love and needing you to receive it An open girl gushing over a closed boy so much given and taken But I wont say wasted  Because God always has other plans that don't end in failure He always makes a way when there seems to be no way. -C

Too much advertising and adversity too much fighting for equal rights and insanity too many rich people starving themselves because they are so empty too many combinations of lovers and families too much cynicism and sarcasm, hurting and grief  survival of the fittest forces me to rise above it all but God it all weighs on me  pinned down by society and their endless opinions. -C

 You don't have to be the BEST at anything Its all relative anyway... What matters is that you put your HEART into it and that you believe in the difference you DO make  The BEST impact you will make is by being YOU. -C

 Her daydreams built a platform  of unrealistic expectations  of a future that would never materialize and the platform was so high  that when she did fall from it her ordinary reality would crush her  with its disappointing blow -C

 You need people to congratulate you on how great you are You go around seeking their approval their little gold stars and you need to point out all the ways you are awesome to prove your worth to yourself and ward off insecurity and I guess that would be ok if that is all you did, but on top of it... You point out the short comings of others and try to hold them accountable for the things they say and the goals they make when all is right in their worlds and they feel empowered but the truth is none of us are constantly achieving our "A" game There is usually is some form of crumbling or back sliding and things happen every day to taint the view we created for ourselves yesterday so we are constantly adapting and tweaking our lives and our philosophies  to suit what is happening NOW So technically you cannot hold me to what I said then....even a moment ago I am morphing and changing as we speak developing a tougher skin, or a softer underbelly because of what happened in my