THRIVE
My reality my own creation born of my experience out of the emotions those caused nothing like yours even though we may feel the same even though we may feel different or process things as differently as the sun and the moon I want to scream you run and hide I go to bat you crumble and cry I bite my nails you drink and party a stressor a distractor a coping mechanism a learned response that has solidified over time and deepened and evolved not always for the better So now you are calling me out challenging my pig headed ways and my calculated wanderings I know what I am doing even if I never acknowledge it even if what I do does not serve me anymore but save me from it if it makes me worse if it takes away and pushes you to a far corner of my universe We get this way one step at a time one habit gone wrong one fracture too much deep in our heart of hearts and what was once clear has fuzzy edges now before going blurry and sometimes made worse