waiting to understand

Hope is constantly singing The Best is Yet To Come while wooing me with God's promises and smiling, SMILING fully convincing me of everything ~C

I can't be your everything I won't be that place was set for God in your life and those shoes are not be meant to be filled by any other especially not by a human not by me for you & not by you for me All eggs in one basket? and what if you trip and fall? like betting all you have on one spin! The stress of that! all or nothing... the human way wishing we could live in that moment while the wheel is spinning wishing it would never stop so we could endlessly feel anticipation and hope in it's purest form after all, pressure makes coal into a diamond... but that is science baby pressure was never meant to be applied not to each other for love to get your needs met I will never fulfill that need in you no matter how consistent I am like answering an ad for a job I was never qualified for and never will be so it will feel close, it may look similar at times when everything is just right but the love you and I could create on our own pale