waiting to understand

Timing isn't everything that is just an old saying it is as random as raining the thing you cannot harness only plan to capture when you set it up just right when it falls into place aligning lining up and overlapping A window of opportunity brought about by a million different moves in the same direction over half a lifetime even 2 people propelled toward totally different goals can collide in an instant You cross over my wake and I'll give you a ride and as the water calms we'll see if you are also fine with floating with me and looking at the sky those clouds in your eyes your hand in mine ~C

Deep breath & slow deliberate steps into a fog eyes constantly adjusting seeking out some object that would ground you or remind you of what you consider home anything familiar but then you traded familiar for new.... An unexpected smile filled with promise with hope of a new chapter that regards you in a way you've never known taking you in.... a revolving door that spits you out each time better than before effecting you in all the right ways and altering the way you see Sat on my sunglasses and crushed them seemed an accident at the time but the link to understanding where I am now has shown me there was purpose in letting go of them The new ones feel fine new view through them and so comfortable that I cannot feel them perched upon my face helping me see the new seeing what could be what is and how else could that be.... unless I moved from where I was? unless I moved... finally able to. ~C

Wings clipped grew back and you can fly now you really can... technically it is a capability even if flying has become a foreign concept a forgotten notion even if it intimidates you the leap involved the risk the faith you have to muster the TRUST You will always be vulnerable after all whether you choose to try or not with feet on the ground or feet dangling in the clouds you will always have the ability to die the question is if you really want to live while you are here ALIVE ~C

Open open eyes open heart open mind to receive to see to hear what God is setting before you no longer stumbling over what you could not perceive no longer too high up and never looking down to notice to marvel to ponder the gifts of each day set at your feet A wagging tail a silent prize at your doorstep "look what I got for you"! Only God does not seek your approval He just loves to give and He will not stop no matter what you do if you can see it or if you wear blinders you can dodge you can run but He is consistent He is ruthless in His pursuit of you and in the name of love He will not stop your whole life long. ~C