can't shake Him

Open
open eyes
open heart
open mind
to receive
to see
to hear
what God is setting before you
no longer stumbling over
what you could not perceive
no longer too high up
and never looking down
to notice
to marvel
to ponder the gifts of each day
set at your feet

A wagging tail
a silent prize at your doorstep
"look what I got for you"!

Only God does not seek your approval
He just loves to give
and He will not stop
no matter what you do
if you can see it
or if you wear blinders
you can dodge
you can run
but He is consistent
He is ruthless in His pursuit of you
and in the name of love
He will not stop
your whole life long.

~C


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