He thought about the irony how her house was full of nude paintings but how she was so shy to be naked with him exposed and uncovered unlike the paintings hanging there publicly displaying all they had for everyone to see for as long as they wanted to look 2/20/13
God knows we are getting there one step every day winding through a twisted path wandering sometimes far away His nature to be close to us close enough to feel our breath and sometimes he settles for a shout through a fog for an after thought for a glance back as we walk our own way He is not offended only grieved your free will (the gift He died for) is yours and if you choose Him He wants it free and clear not through pressure or fear So He waits with open arms and with a bursting heart with a love you've never known with a love that even understands your wandering and when you are ready when you've figured it out the hard way that there is no real life without Him He will welcome you into open arms and won't mention before. ~C 1/3/13
I can't be your everything I won't be that place was set for God in your life and those shoes are not be meant to be filled by any other especially not by a human not by me for you & not by you for me All eggs in one basket? and what if you trip and fall? like betting all you have on one spin! The stress of that! all or nothing... the human way wishing we could live in that moment while the wheel is spinning wishing it would never stop so we could endlessly feel anticipation and hope in it's purest form after all, pressure makes coal into a diamond... but that is science baby pressure was never meant to be applied not to each other for love to get your needs met I will never fulfill that need in you no matter how consistent I am like answering an ad for a job I was never qualified for and never will be so it will feel close, it may look similar at times when everything is just right but the love you and I could create on our own pale...
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