He thought about the irony how her house was full of nude paintings but how she was so shy to be naked with him exposed and uncovered unlike the paintings hanging there publicly displaying all they had for everyone to see for as long as they wanted to look 2/20/13
God knows we are getting there one step every day winding through a twisted path wandering sometimes far away His nature to be close to us close enough to feel our breath and sometimes he settles for a shout through a fog for an after thought for a glance back as we walk our own way He is not offended only grieved your free will (the gift He died for) is yours and if you choose Him He wants it free and clear not through pressure or fear So He waits with open arms and with a bursting heart with a love you've never known with a love that even understands your wandering and when you are ready when you've figured it out the hard way that there is no real life without Him He will welcome you into open arms and won't mention before. ~C 1/3/13
I noticed how often I go by the FEEL of something, or the Feel of a situation, or maybe I should say how I feel about it, I go by FEELING through it. Some would say they just had a "gut feeling" about something, that is what I am getting at. Some times I cannot even explain why a certain situation I am in, or even time with a certain person does not feel right, it just doesn't. It is like oil and water in a glass, and I can shake it up from time to time to make it feel right for a short time, but then it will go back to being divided, unable to resist it's true nature in my life. It wasn't meant to be for me, and I feel that, while it is being revealed to me. Most of the time I fight these gut feelings, but it is futile most of the time, because there is a sense of unrest in me when I resist. A subtle off-throwing of what I usually do. If I am honest with myself and I stand back, I can see that I am avoiding acknowledging it, The thing or situation or the relatio...
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